The unspoken disease.

In April this year I was diagnosed with depression. I had been feeling very different and odd since I had Floobuckle in 2009 but brushed it off as gender disappointment.

It is so hard to talk about depression and how it makes you feel when we are so lucky to live where we do and have the things we have. What is there to be depressed about. I don't know, simple answer!

But after being on medication I got better, we moved house with no problems and I started working again. But these last few weeks have really hit me. I feel like I am drowning again, unable to get on top of things and running away seems like a good option.

But I have the most amazing friends who have helped me and the most amazing husband! So hopefully this little black hole closes very quickly!

So if you have a friend who seems distant call them and see how they are, because my friends helped me and I am forever grateful!