Boys and thier dollies!

We went to the gorgeous Nest Nappies today to get some more nappies.



The owner and her little girls were there and they are the sweetest Little things ever! Monkey played so well with them, kissing and hugging :)



He was loving playing with a doll...when all of a sudden Dolly needed a feed... so up went monkeys shirt and he happily breast fed the little doll...it was so cute! Then he had to change her nappy!

I am so proud he knows that booby is best even if he is a boy :)

Is this too much to ask for this christmas ROFL!

I am so lucky my beautiful husband doesn't mind I have a teenage crush on a man who plays a sparkly vampire.....you know I have never been obsessed about anything before!

The books came into my life when I was feeling a little lost and needed a pick me up. I had finished the series in 2 weeks!
Then came the movies....not as good as the books but it was nice to put faces to the characters...and then came the crushing on Robert Pattinson and the buying of Twilight related merchandise! And so my life as a Twihard, Twimum, Twilghter began :) Sometimes I am embarrased being a grown woman loveing something that is aimed at teenagers and hide that the Edward doll I am buying is actually for me and not my 15 yr old make believe neice!

So to my dear husband this is all I want :)

Gender disapointment at christmas.

My second son was born on Tuesday the 3rd of November this year.....what a shock he was a boy! All pregnancy I really thought he was going to be a girl, maybe it was because I really wanted a little girl..the pigeon pair.
When he came out into this wonderful world and my Husband told me it was a boy I straight away said we have to try again.
Bonding With Flynn has been hard...as I still really wanted a girl...I know its not his fault and I love him with all my life but I cant shake this feeling.
99% of my friends now have a boy and a girl and I was told today another friend is pregnant with her 2nd a girl..she already has a boy...this makes me so sad and so insanely jealous.
We went shopping today and all the pretty girls I cant buy were taunting me! Saying ner ner you cant buy me! My husband says its silly to buy clothes for Flynn as we have so many form Myles...but he is is own person and shouldn't have to live in his brothers shadow right!
I am just so sad...I was so excited about buying pink things and tutus this year ...its my own fault though I should never had got my hopes up thinking it was a girl.
The disappointment is so heartbreaking as you feel so blessed to have this perfectly healthy baby but would give anything for them to be the opposite sex! I see friends who have lost babies have babies With special needs and think i am such a cow for thinking like this...but the pain wont leave untill i have a baby girl I think...which wont be for at least 2 years :(


Ok vent is over..its Christmas and I need to be happy right!

My Irish dreaming!

Wow my first blogging attempt...I may be really rubbish at this and no one will probably read it, but hey, need to start somewhere right!

This blog will be about me getting my random thoughts out about being a parent, gender disappointment issues, general everyday life and our countdown to hopefully living in Ireland in 2015!

So if you do read on, I hope you enjoy my crazy, messy life!